a lot has changed. like a shit load...

I finally moved out of Angie's house! just to move down the street to live with my REAL parents. but it's all good. i even have my own potty ^_^ it's nice here

as far as man news goes, i'd rather not speak of it. all he was was a waste of my time and a total douchbag... single now and actually lovin' it. i've got too much going on to "take care" of a boy right now. now if a sexy, slightly older, funny gentleman with a job AND a car came up to me and asked, "could I possibly take you out to dinner and a rock concert??" i'd be thinking, "i don't even know you." but then I'd actually say, "FUCK YA!" but that'd never happen... a girl can dream -.-

my buddy jake finally introduced me to his "lovely" lady Hilary (whom I've heard so many "WONDERFUL" things about) and she didn't flip and call me any names. i wasn't surprised though cuz that'd be pretty fucked up for anyone to do. we kept it civil and acted like adults but there was one problem at that fucking camp and her name is Tonya >_< some bartender or whatever was there with her following her around every fucking where and she just waltz's into felicia's place while were sittin' there. (the reason 4 everyone being there was for Felicias birthday) This drunk bitch actually looks at me and the first thing out of her mouth was, "i'm sorry for hitting my daughter. i noticed you don't come around anymore so... i'm sorry." ...ummm WTF!... Okay: 1. why do you care so much about our relationship to apologize for something like that. 2. yes i was pissed about you hitting her but you don't have to apologize to me for anything.
and 3. the reason i stopped talking to you and coming around you is because your a drunk pethetic bitch that's nothing but a slut golddigger... and to be quite frank with you... I DON'T LIKE YA. People are just so fucking stupid.

bad news: felicia turned 21. it won't be for long that they'll all be completely gone from my life. i haven't been out there in over a week and jake hasnt called in about a week. i know they're good friends and they care about me as much as i care about them but i just know what's coming. it sux being a minor and with no car.. atm... i dont want to lose them but it's the inevitable. it's what always happens to me. after they're gone i'll have no one. olivia moved away. amanda is dumb. krystal is always at work or sleeping. mallorys always at work or with her bf. and i dont see anyone often enough to hang out with them on a regular bases. I'm used to Jake and Felica and i dont want it to change. i guess i'll just have to look at it as at least i still have my ipod and my maryjane. <3

ALSO... i have my art. i've been drawing a gang of stuff from random shit to portraits.. even 2 in one night =]]]]] I LOVE IT! [link] <3

work has been pretty different. i'm not a cashier anymore... or am i. phil and rick are confusing me by telling me one thing then seeing a different thing on the schedule. ooo well is what i say cuz i get almost 30 hours next week and im happy. idc that they're in electronics and jewelry.... money in MONEY. =-]

i been reaaaaaly falling behind in school and i'm going to fail these classes. ='[ no matter what i do i don't think i'm going to be able to get past a %60. im gonna die.. a waste of time and money but there's no way out of it.

and a happier note... i got a new puppy! actually i FOUND one. he's amazing and i found him potty trained... it's wonderful ^_^ he's so lovable and hyper and an all around good dog. i name him Nemesis but everybody likes calling him Nemmy.... it's great =]

I was drawing at work one day and got an offer to paint pictures on the walls of a new store in town called TRENDY BOUTIQUE. long story short... we set up arange ments and i've actually be doing it but there's a couple things that have changed. i never drew and "pictures" per-say... just letters and a swirly lines so far.. the bullshit is that half of the shit that i slaved on is already painted over because the owner changed her mind... =/ whatever. i'll keep doing it though. so far i gotten free jeans two free tanks and a free nose stud... so i'm not complaining... just venting.. i have no one else to talk to about this so i just talk to my slef on this thing... well and to anyone that cares enough to read it but i think i'm done for now.

i'll write again when i'm not feeling lazy =]

-iMosh