It's time to update this bitch cuz a lot has happened...

FRIENDS: The only three friends I have that really do understand me and hopefully will never stop havin my back = Amanda, Felicia, Jake. Lately Amanda has been distant cuz she got a BF. -_- He's 33, fat and doesn't even smoke weed... here's the weird thing... he works in a fuckin SMOKE SHOP. Riiiiiight, well why doesn't he smoke you ask? his response is that it makes him feel weird and he doesn't liiiiike it... nigga please! Whenever she's with him they're eating it seems like and she wouldn't even walk 30 feet to buy a friggin soda... The only thing that scares me the most is that this douchbag is gonna make it so she wont want to smoke pot anymore. She's like my sister man I can't lose my smokin buddy. Felicia's my smokin buddy too but I'm pretty sure she would let a guy change her for any reason. She's one tough lady and I <3 her. =]] I've also made a new BFF and her name is ADA. She's amazing! Woohoo! Justine!!! ^_^
-Another thing... Amanda has always been like me... "Bros Before Hoes" I just hope she sticks by it and not turn into all of our other friends.

FUN: April 18, 2009 is gonna be the SHIT! Kottonmouth Kings, Sen Dog, and OPM are playing the HOB and guess what? I'm goin! woohoo! Me, Jake, Felicia, and Olivia are going and were gonna get... really high -.- it'll be nIIIIIIIIIce!

FAMILY: drum roll..................................................
my dads commin out in a couple of days to look at places... hopefully he finds one he likes so he can move out here. I'm ready to get the fuck outta this house cuz I can't do NOTHING! Angie thinks I'm such a terrible kid because I stay out late with my friends. It's not like I've ever been arrested or sent to the hospital. It irks me that she doesn't trust me, even if I'm just sittin outside my house with my friends and come in at 4am... don't matter if I ever left the property or not.. I get bitched at. It fuckin sux cuz now she's saying she's gonna start takin my car away. BUUUUUUUUULLshit! That shit's in my name and I'll fuckin leave before she takes that from me. I just want my dad to move out here already so I can actually have a place to chill with my friends and not be asked 10,000 questions about who the people are...
In other family news... my sister disowned me... yeaaa loooong story trust me. I find it so hard to believe that it's this easy for me to get over losing her. I don't want to say it but I haven't even shed a tear and I don't know why. I always looked up to her and considered her my only hero even though no one else believed in her and she just threw me away. I think the thing I'm most tore up about is losing her son Xander too. I'm gonna miss him.
Something amazing has happened.... Sam smoked tha ganja. ^_^
I couldn't believe my eyes when he took his first hit off the pipe. Haha and who got him to do it was even more amazing...

LOVE: There's new stuff in this category but it's not enough to really get into. My aunt introduced me to this kid Robert. He's crazy... but cool. He got my nephew to smoke so he's okay in my book. I'm not sure where things are headed with him yet but I'm not complaining. Taking it slow is prolly the best thing to do. =]

WORK: Ahh fuck. This shit. I almost got fired over some stupid shit but they decided to "give me a second chance". Pshh.. LIke I'm greatfull.... my "punishment" was making me work up front as cashier again but i gotta say... I'M LOVIN' IT! I actually see people and do more stuff. Who wouldn't want their night to go by fast? I do. =] So I like work right now. Ees nice.

SCHOOL: surprisingly I'm doing pretty good in Alegra so far but not so well in my other class. I don't think I'll need to know too much of the science of eating when I'm older. I don't eat much as it is!

OVERALL: Life's alright right now but I'm not saying too much cuz I don't wanna jinx it. I just hope that all this stuff in my life keeps going better because I'm sick of disappointment and heartbreak. I'm ready for a good life.